Created for Me

~Kazunari’s POV~

“Miyazaki Natsuki? As in, Natsuki-senpai?” Ren-chan asked me. Yeah, that’s her name. The person that makes my heart beats fastest and slowest at the same time. She is the person that I lost a long time ago.

“Sou. You remember her?” I nodded and asked Ren-chan back.

“An-chan, where do you meet her back? I thought you guys have lost contact,” Ren-chan asked me back. So, I tell her the whole story.

~Kazunari’s POV~

~Flashback~

I was on my way to the restaurant with Aiba-chan. That time, I was walking in front of a store. Then, I saw the familiar smile. That’s her. My first love. Miyazaki Natsuki. I found her back after 5 years. I was clung for a moment. I let Aiba-chan walks while I was stop at the store.

“Kazu-kun?” she asked me with the same smile like before.

“Sou. Hisashiburi, Natsuki-chan,” I said to her. Her smile become brighter and clearly shows her dimple.

“It’s really you. Wow, it’s been five years since our last meeting,” she said and suddenly hugs me. I was totally shocked.

“Nino-chan, why are you let me walk and talk alone,” Aiba-chan said and stops when saw me and Natsuki. I quickly tear us apart.

“Aiba-chan, this is my high school friend, Natsuki,” I introduced her to Aiba-chan. Aiba-chan gave me a weird look.

“Miyazaki Natsuki desu. Hajimemashite,” she said and offered her hand to Aiba-chan. Aiba-chan shake her hand.

“Aiba Masaki desu. Hajimemashite,” Aiba-chan said and let go of her hand.

~Kazunari’s POV~

“That’s how I found her back, Ren-chan,” I told Ren-chan. She nodded.

“So, what you’re gonna do?” she asked me back. She knows all about me and Natsuki. We used to be good friends.

~Kazunari’s POV~

~Flashback~

“An-chan!” Ren-chan shouted. She ran to me.

“Nani?” I asked her. She was catching her breath.

“Natsuki-senpai… She is at the airport… She’ll go to Australia… You better go now… You might catch her,” Ren-chan said. I immediately ran out.

“An-chan! Chotto matte!” Ren-chan shouted to me. She followed me. We took a taxi to the airport.

I felt the way to airport is longer than it supposed to be. When I reached the airport, I immediately run to enter the departure hail without paying the taxi fees. I left Ren-chan alone.

“Natsuki!” I shouted her name. Every single eye was staring at me. But, I don’t care. I just wanna meet her.

“Natsuki! Don’t go!” I shouted again.

“An-chan. It’s useless. She’s gone,” Ren-chan told me. She was pointing to the board. I read it.

                AUSTRALIA                                         DEPARTURE

She’s gone… My hope is gone with her. My heart is broken…

~Kazunari’s POV~

“You should confess to her. Maybe this is second chance,” Ren-chan said to me. I just smile to her.

“I’m ov…,” I was about to say.

“Don’t say you’re over her. I know you lied about that,” Ren-chan said. Wow, this girl is superb. She knows what I’m gonna say.

“I’m not sure,” I said to her.

“Not sure? About what? Your feeling? Stop lying. If you’re not sure, what is the meaning of this song,” Ren-chan said and gives me a piece of paper.

“This is rubbish, you should throw it away,” I said to her.

“I think you should be true about your feeling. I just want you to be happy. Maybe she likes you too,” she said to me and get out of the room.

~Ren’s POV~

I heard that song. The song that An-chan wrote for Natsuki-senpai. I know how An-chan feels for Natsuki-senpai. Even though he tried to hide it and tried to forget Natsuki-senpai, I know he can’t even forget her. I know Natsuki-senpai also likes An-chan. She can’t tell him about Australia.

~Ren’s POV~

~Flashback~

“Ren-chan, I have to go to Australia. Please tell Kazu-kun when I’m already left,” Natsuki-senpai told me.

“Why do you wanna go? Why don’t you tell him yourself?” I asked her.

“I don’t have the strength to tell him, Ren-chan. Ja ne.” she said and left me.

I really wanna keep that thing but I can’t. I can’t stand to just watch two stupid persons do the judgment themselves.

So, I told An-chan about Natsuki-senpai’s departure to Australia. But, he didn’t manage to make it in time. Natsuki-senpai is gone…

~Ren’s POV~

Now, it happens again. These two persons are as stupid as ever. I gonna do something to realize them.

So, I go to meet Natsuki-senpai at her store. I guess a little bit of lie is okay.

“Ah, gomen ne, Ren-chan. I was busy. Now, I’m free. What is it?” Natsuki-senpai asked me.

I take out her the paper that contains songs that An-chan wrote for her.  I read it for her.

Viewing the precious smile in your face

makes me fall quiet and clung

understanding the presence of the precious love

the moment you intimately hug my body

                there are a lot of words that I can't gasp to you

I want you always

present and accompany me

at every single pace, which assured me

you're created for me, along my life

I want you always

present and accompany me

at every single pace, which assured me

you're created for me

although time will be able to call my whole soul

I want you to know that I’m always yours

which love you, along my life

“An-chan will go to London tomorrow. I don’t want this second chance faded away like before,” I said to her.

She didn’t answer me but run out of the store. I’m pretty sure that she’ll go and find An-chan. I wonder how she will react if she knows that An-chan isn’t going anywhere.

“An-chan, Natsuki-senpai, ganbate,” I said in very low voice.

~Natsuki’s POV~

I have to find him. I love him. I want he knows that. Kazu-kun, please don’t go!

I found him there. I immediately hug him.

“Kazu-kun, please don’t go. I love you…,” I said to him. I don’t wanna keep it anymore.

“Natsuki-chan, I’m not going anywhere,” Kazu-kun said to me. I’m shocked.

“But, Ren-chan said, you…,” I started to talk. Ren-chan is lying. Damn it. I can feel my face is burning. I immediately tear him apart.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to…,” before I finish talking, Kazu-kun pull me into his arm. He hugs me tightly.

“I’m so happy when you said you love. Could you say it once again?” Kazu-kun said. His voice can make me melt.

“I… I love you,” I said in his arm.

“I love you too,” he said. He hugs me tighter.

Disclaimer : The song used in this story is not mine. It's an Indonesian song entitled 'Tercipta Untukku' (Created for Me) by Ungu. This story is fictional.