Sunday, 11 December 2011

Hero in Dream

I’m Matsumoto Jun of Arashi. Age, 27 years. I’m stuck in the world of idol. I’m waiting for someone to save me from this kind of world.


I’m Matsuzaka Misa. I’m nobody. Age, 25 years. I’m a big fan of Super Junior. But, I’m so into this song.

I don’t know where to go from here
Or what to live for anymore
Like a fool, lost in a road all alone

The other day, I was wandering
I roughly laughing like everything is alright
My heart like an empty desert
People and the world don’t believe
Because of a deep wound

I (become) the hero of my life
I will rise up once again
Shining like a jewel in the dream
Call me
I am a dreamy hero
Until the end, I will run through
(Because) now I am not afraid
With you here right by my side

Self-confidence is nothing but a lie
No one know about what my wounds are
So, I have live (my life) shut out
(Lived) like a foolish coward

I (become) my life’s hero
I will rise up once again
Shining like a jewel in the dream
Call me
I am a dreamy hero
Until the end, I will run through
(Because) now I am not afraid
With you here right by my side

All the sorrow I’ve had from you, has left my heart rusted

But I shall heal your pain I am the hero for tomorrow
I will rise up once again
Holding me like a blinding light of hope
I am a dreamy hero
It is a rough world
But it is all bearable
When you are with me

A Dreaming Hero, sang by Super Junior KRY. I really hope that this song will inspired me to save someone. It’s my dream. I wrote the lyrics in the piece of paper.


Today, I’m really pissed off. I really wanna get out from this kind of world. I need to be my life’s hero if there isn’t someone can save my life.

I’m driving my car and I crashed with a lorry. After that, I see a person.

“Hello? Are you okay?” she said. I can barely see her face. But, after that, everything’s gone blank.


Yabai! What should I do with him? I can’t think of anything, so I bring him to my home.

I stay up all night just to look after him.

“Where am I?” he said.

“Ah! Yokatta, you’re awake,” I said.

“Where am I?” he asked again.

“At my house, daijoubu desu ka?” I asked.

“I’m okay,” he said and tries to lift his hand. But, he dropped it back. “I guess, not,” he said.

“You wanna go home?” I asked him.


I wake up in someone’s house. I even have conversation with her.

“You wanna go home?” she asked me. Of course I don’t want.

“I think I want to stay here,” I said.

“Eh?” she looked shocked.

“I wanna stay. Arigatou. I’m Matsumoto Jun desu,” I said.

“I know, Arashi no MatsuJun,” she said. I just silent.

“Matsuzaka Misa desu,” she said.

“Hajimemashite, Misa-chan,” I said.


I kept him in my house for a week already. That morning, I’m preparing breakfast for him.

“Matsumoto-kun, can I ask you something?” I asked him.

“Nani?” he said.

“Why did you wanna stay here? Why you don’t wanna go back there?” I asked.

“I don’t wanna go back there. They didn’t understand me. No one knows about my feelings. I hide everything from the world. I hide it. Even if I said my heart is empty, no one will believe it,” he said. I just let him tell me anything.

“My entire happy laugh is fake. Self-confidence is nothing. It just a lie. No one knows about my pain. I can just hide all that. I just live my life like fool,” he said.

A Dreaming Hero is the first thing that comes in my mind.

I find the paper. The paper that I wrote the lyrics.


I was told her my story. But, she got up and started finding something.

“Here it is,” she said and holds a piece of paper.

“What is that?” I asked.

“A song,” she said. What the heck? A song?

She gives me the paper. I take and read it.

I don’t know where to go from here
Or what to live for anymore
Like a fool, lost in a road all alone

The other day, I was wandering
I roughly laughing like everything is alright
My heart like an empty desert
People and the world don’t believe
Because of a deep wound

I (become) the hero of my life
I will rise up once again
Shining like a jewel in the dream
Call me
I am a dreamy hero
Until the end, I will run through
(Because) now I am not afraid
With you here right by my side

Self-confidence is nothing but a lie
No one know about what my wounds are
So, I have live (my life) shut out
(Lived) like a foolish coward

I (become) my life’s hero
I will rise up once again
Shining like a jewel in the dream
Call me
I am a dreamy hero
Until the end, I will run through
(Because) now I am not afraid
With you here right by my side

All the sorrow I’ve had from you, has left my heart rusted

But I shall heal your pain I am the hero for tomorrow
I will rise up once again
Holding me like a blinding light of hope
I am a dreamy hero
It is a rough world
But it is all bearable
When you are with me

“What is this?” I asked. The lyrics are so like me.

“A Dreaming Hero. It’s like your story. I always wanna find a person with the same story as the song,” she said.

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