~Yuuki’s POV~
I wake up that morning. I found out that I’m still at the sofa. I go to his room. He’s not there. He’s not back yesterday?
Suddenly, I hear the door is opened by someone. I run to the door. It’s him.
“Satoshi-kun, why you didn’t back yesterday? Where did you go last night?” I asked him. He just ignores me and walks to the living room.
“Satoshi-kun, please answer me. What’s wrong with you?” I asked him.
“Can you please shut up? I’m tired,” he said and walks to his room.
In this one whole year, he never says single things that make me cry. Today, he did it. He heightens his voice to me. A single tear is falling down through my cheek.
~Satoshi’s POV~
I did this for her. I’m sorry, Yuuki. If you ever know that this is hard to me too. It’s hard to see you cry but I can’t even console you. And the worst thing is your tears are because of me.
Starting that day, I always ignore her. It’s really hard to me. It’s been 2 months. Today, I’m gonna do the thing that I really can curse myself for doing this. But, this is for Yuuki.
I’m sorry, Yuuki. I break our heart to save your future and your dream.
From here, I can see that she’s cooking for me.
“Satoshi-kun, let’s eat,” she said. This is the thing that makes this be harder for me. She never gives me her hate looks. Her eyes always full of love.
“I wanna talk to you first,” I said to her. She just nodded. She follows me to the living room.
I put an envelope on the table.
“Take a look at it,” I said. She just takes the envelope and opens it to see the contents.
“What is this?” she asked me.
“Divorce document. I need you to sign it,” I said calmly. In my heart, I’m so cursing myself.
“Nande?” she asked. I didn’t say anything.
“This is why you ignore me? This is why you want me to go to New York? This is it?” she said with teary eyes. Her voice still not in the angry tone.
Why didn’t you angry? Why didn’t you scream? Scream, Yuuki. Scream. You make me feel guiltier. Mad at me, please!
“So, you’re lying when you said that you’ll responsible and you will take care of me forever? You’re lying?” she said. I can see she’s holding back. She tried to hold her tears. She holds her feeling.
“Just sign it,” I said.
“How can I forget about it? You’re the best actor. You can play any character. Now, you’re playing a character of a good husband? Like that,” she said and a tear rolling down on her cheeks. Say more, Yuuki.
“You wanna sign it or not?” I said.
“Okay, if you insist,” she said and takes the pen and write her name on the paper. I can feel my heart is broken into a thousand pieces.
“There, I’ve signed it. Then, have it your way, mister,” she said to me. I take the document and put it back into its envelope.
“Thanks, I’ll have the kids then,” I said.
“And why is that?” she said.
“I’m the father. I have a job to take of them,” I said. I really think that I’m overshooting the limit.
“And what am I? I’m their mother,” she said.
“It’s not like you’re not gonna see them at all,” I said.
“I really want to have them. I don’t care,” she said.
“Fight back for the right of custody of them when you have a stable job,” I said and walk to my room. I really can’t hold back my feeling.
~Yuuki’s POV~
Liar! He’s such a liar. I’ve live with him for one year. I thought I know him enough. But it’s not true. He’s divorcing me, taking my children and wants chase me out.
I flip my phone open and dial Okaa-san’s number.
“Moshi, moshi?” I heard Okaa-san’s voice.
“Okaa-san, I want to go,” I said in a very calm voice.
“New York? You want? Hontou ni?” Okaa-san asked me happily.
“I’m going to your house tomorrow,” I said and end the call.
I sigh. Ah! I really feel like crying right now.
I take a luggage and open my closet. I take all my clothes and pack it.
I look at my fourth finger. I don’t know why but I really didn’t want to pull the ring from my finger. Let it be. Let the ring stays where it stayed.
~Satoshi’s POV~
Okaa-san and Otou-san come and pick Yuuki today.
“Satoshi, arigatou,” Okaa-san said.
A moment later, Yuuki comes out with her luggage. She didn’t even look at me. Well, it’s better than I have to face her eyes to eyes.
Otou-san takes her luggage and put it in the car.
“Satoshi-kun, onegaishimasu. I want to see them,” she said.
“Hai,” I nodded. I follow her to the babies’ room.
She holds Yoshi and kisses him at his cheek. Then, she does the same thing to Satsuki. She puts them back. I can see her crying. The children are also crying. It seems like they know that their Mama will go.
“Yuuki-chan, you can see them once a month if you want,” I said calmly.
“Arigatou, Satoshi-kun,” she said. I really wanna hug her but I’ve to hold myself.
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